Morning Egg and You Can, Too
Sunrise, Mt. Maunganui, NZ "The thought of later in the day having to explain to myself why I didn't run that morning is enough to get me out the door." - Linda Johnson |
Light brushes my shoulders like a lover’s caress. I’m running the beach in Mt. Maunganui. Going. And glowing. Behind me, a large orange egg rocks atop an undulating
gray-blue skillet. I’ve served myself the morning’s first egg with a side of
sneakers. Sunrise tastes delicious.
My GPS watch (a gift from my late husband, Sean - the device has tracked mileage around the world) tells me it’s 6:30 am.
I left the house just in time to catch the show.
To Summit, or Not?
My size 10.5 blue and gray Adidas trail runners pound packed
sand - 2.5 kilometers until Moturiki, Leisure Island.
I exit the beach by jogging a small set of wooden stairs to the boardwalk. I’m not sure I can summit
The Mount (all 761 feet, or 232 meters) and return home by 7:30 - in time to coax the
kids into pouring their own cereal and getting dressed. Pete
can help if I’m not back, but still, I want to be there.
Okay, task at hand,
task at hand, because this first part is hard work… I run the wood-trimmed steps
until arriving at the dreaded stone stairs. I call them dreaded because they’re
knee-steep and always stop me, mid- trot. I trudge, instead, waddling back and
forth, ascending boulders, one by one. Huh-huh-huh –where'd my breath go? At least I don’t have
to climb these steps four times as I did with the Joggers yesterday. Small mercies.
I huff and pant as I pick off the last stone step. My head
down, I shuffle the gradual slope of The Mount’s north side. Someone stands before me. That someone is rotund and white. It’s a sheep, ambling across the
path. I slow just enough to lock eyes with a lamb several feet
away. Its eyes look like two holes in snow.
I run the North Face track, which starts as a gentle set of
gravel and wood-hemmed steps and eventually flattens to reveal Matakana Island. This is where Ocean meets Harbor
(so pleased to make your acquaintance).
How many runs afford this luxury view? Lucky, lucky runners/walkers we are.
38 minutes have elapsed, according to my watch. Can I
summit and return home before 7:30? I could
turn around at the 40-minute mark. Nah. I’m so close to the
top – am I really gonna turn my back on that view? Keep going, keep shuffling – up, up, up the
gravel track, over fist-sized embedded stones, over smaller chunks of crushed
rock, hopping fissures from mudslides past.
View from the top (Paula Wilson, l.) |
44 minutes after leaving home, I’m standing atop The Mount –
Harbor to my right, Pacific Ocean to my left, the skinny peninsula of Mt.
Maunganui stretching east. I pause to pick out our rental home. I find the general
area (though, without binoculars, I can’t pinpoint the house), by spotting an apartment block.
I bound down the East Face stairs – not flying (I don’t fly steps unless I trip, and that’s happened too many times already) but
carefully threading the descent. Back on the gravel track, I can soar – downhill – flying, flying – whee!
This Yoke's for You
You wonder why more people don’t get out early to feel the
sun, wind, to reconnect with miracles labeled legs, arms, hearts – our bodies.
I formulate a simple tutorial entitled, “How to run or walk in the morning”
which goes like this:
1)
Go to bed at a reasonable hour the night before
2)
Wake up an hour earlier than usual
3)
Get dressed in sports clothes and apply sunscreen
4)
Drink coffee and eat something small (this takes
practice and the pre-run coffee won’t work for everyone – it’s essential for
me)
5)
Put on sports watch, running (or walking) shoes
and hat
6)
Leave the house
7)
Put one foot in front of the other
8)
Repeat for 1,000, 5,000, 10,000 steps –whatever
amount time and your body allow
This is how you become a walker or runner (provided you’ve
figured a way to ensure your small children – if you have them – are cared for).
I run the road – Marine Parade - back to the house. I pass
other runners and cyclists. They, too, milk the morning. Another watch check: 9.6 kilometers. One more k to go. I
finish at 7:26 am, in an hour and eight minutes. It’s not race pace (nowhere near), but good
enough to get me home in time to listen to Finley keep up his eternal,
full-volume monologue of laughing, gibberish, singing and yelling. I'm home in time to watch Pete
inadvertently spill Wheetbix on Fiona’s head and kiss him before he leaves for work. In time to see Fiona spend 15 minutes doing
homework she started last night. In time to hover while kids make
their lunches. I kiss my kiddos goodbye as they leave for school.
Noise has vacated the building. In child-free silence, I can
envisage the morning’s hour and eight minute gift. Taste the deliciousness of
golden egg in gray-blue skillet. Inhale mind-quenching sea air. The memory of effort lodges in my legs; it camps in my
memory. It's like American marathoner Amby Burfoot said, "Running is a revival of the spirit, a private oasis for the thirsty mind..."
How I used to Run
Some day, when my knees give out or when my body succumbs
more and more frequently to inborn clumsiness, I’ll stop running. Then, I’ll
walk. And when I become ill and lie in hospital, I’ll write about how I used to
run. And when I’m too weak or nauseous to write, I’ll read about how I used to
run. And when I can’t read anymore, I’ll ask someone (maybe you) to read me
this story to quench my 'thirsty mind' – to remind me once upon a time, I used to run. I’ll taste again the morning’s first golden
egg. And it will be delicious.
You can taste it, too.
Love it, Dawn! Your images inspire me to run the hard slog step by step, day by day, no matter what it is I'm practicing (certainly not running for me!). Love your unique way of writing and look forward to every post! No pressure to feed that hungry blog, of course!
ReplyDeleteThanks, Jeanette! I agree, running (or any morning discipline) is fuel for life. Now, about those morning pages - I need to re-start :) This blog post started as a Morning Page.
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